tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77599808613360152822024-03-13T19:32:10.780-07:00.:Always, Aliella:.Dreams, aren't so far away. Love, is right around the corner. Opportunity is at the door, and killer blogs? Pshh. they're just a click away...:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.comBlogger55125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-52531968814344884022010-01-23T13:48:00.001-08:002010-01-23T14:16:12.771-08:00Whoa.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Posting lately hasn't exactly been the easiest thing to be able to do. </span></span></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Honestly, why can't you post on an iPod Touch?!?!!?! jeezy louisy</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Well.. This month, along with the next few, are/are going to be, extremely hectic. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Show choir competitions start popping up within the next 3 weeks, therefore, show choir practice is frequent. Also, ISSMA is the 30th. I was doing a solo & trio.. BUT, because i've been so busy and stressed, i can't handle both on top of everything. Which means, no solo. I'm just going to focus my attention on school, show choir, and trio part. yikes. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Unfortunately, I can't quite say i've been very.. um, religious? lately. I've become a "bad christian." I pray. Quite frequently. I believe in the Lord. I'm a good person, i follow the commandments, but reading the bible just hasn't done much for me. Honestly-i blame my bible. I've grown out of it and need one that sparks my interest. So, I'm saving up for a new teen study bible. (I'm pretty stoked!) </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Also, remember Interlochen: Arts Academy? AKA the school I've been wanting to attend FOREVER?! Well, when i first attempted to apply, i didn't have any idea what major i wanted to go for. (They have things like, a theatre major, dance major, creative writing major, etc..) And knowing myself, i couldn't decide between a music major or creative writing. Both is pretty much a passion. This, as you can see, caused a bit of conflict to reflect on wether or not i sent the application in on time. I didn't. THEN, today, i got a letter in the mail from them stating that they had a new major. One that lets students that don't have the interest in excelling in only one major, choose a mixture of their classes. So while pursuing music, one could say.. pursue creative writing at the same time. And art...</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Sign from God? I'm not quite sure... :/<br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Sigh: so warning, i'm about to open up on my love life on the internet (as always). i don't blame you if you stop reading now. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Okay, so, my boyfriend is amazing. We've been dating for almost 5 months and i mean, our pictures even going in our high school's yearbook. Well.. this last week, things sucked between us. He wouldn't talk to me, he didn't even really act like i was alive! SO, i decided that if that's the way he was going to play it, i wasn't going to talk to or acknowledge him until he did so first. Immature? maybe a tad.. but what's a girl to do in said situations? exactly. Plus, along with this, he's been making me quite furious. All the time he gets irritated with me because i won't share my thoughts, or opinions, or how i feel with him, but YET- he doesn't say a darn thing to me when i ask him about his. For example, the other day he was walking home with me from school, and was acting weird. "What's the matter?" "what's the matter?" "what's the matter??" (i kept asking and asking; he refused to fess up.) Later, what does he do? Messages my best friend on Fbook and pretty much spills everything to her! This is not the first or last time this has/will happen. guaranteed. When i say something to both of them, they both go into the extreme saying, "fine! i just won't talk or hang out with them again." which makes me even more irritated then i was in the first place! It's exhausting!! I just- i want my boyfriend to be able to talk to me. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">He wants a slightly more serious relationship, but if he can't even have somewhat deep conversations with me, how could we ever have that? O_O</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">~~~~~~~~Question; </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> Dating for fun? or to find your future spouse?</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Leave a comment and give your opinion! Please & thanks</span></span></span>!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Good songs of the month</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~ You make my Dreams- Hall & Oates</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~When I Grow Up (Punk Goes Pop vol. 2)- Mayday Parade</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~ Ma Belle Evangeline - Princess and the Frog</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~Almost There- Princess and the Frog<br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~Love you I do- Dream Girls</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~You and I - Ingrid Michaelson</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~ C'est L'amour- Rosi Golan</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~Imagine - Glee Cast vol. 2</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~Jimmy's Got a Girlfriend- The Wilkinsons</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">~Mario Kart Loves Song- Sam Hart :D</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Always,</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Aliella </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">x♥x</span></span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-19508924653738318582009-12-04T12:43:00.000-08:002009-12-04T12:54:14.588-08:00stress relief<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">SO. Lately i've been super stressed to the maxx and haven't been sleeping well at ALL. ughh; First, i've been trying to finish A Tale Of Two Cities by Charles Dickens- so far the most hardest book to comprehend that i've read yet! 2nd. I've been performing more with my flute. And this coming week i have a school Holiday Concert, Wednesday, and another performance Saturday. aka; Sweet Sounds of the Holidays. Where i will be performing in our show choir, accompanying our varsity choir with a piece that i play flute on. AND i'm playing in our concert band. All on Wednesday. YIKES> and the same thing happens Friday (minus the concert band part.) Then. on Sunday, i perform singing and playing my flute to a Christmas song for the annual church Christmas program. i'm so nerv</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">ous.. </span></span><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">The book i have to finish? yeah. book review due WEDNESDAY. i'm on page 50 out of 372. MLS. [my life sucks. cough cough]</span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">oh well. i breathe in, i breathe out, and i take things as it comes.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">btw; </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">a couple weeks ago i was in a play, Flowers For Algernon :D </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">here's a lovely photo from it...</span></div><div><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/Sxl2dQycLAI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/TAf5G4zwVGM/s400/flowers+for+al.jpg" /><br /></div><div><br /></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-87497700063631129242009-11-28T19:33:00.000-08:002009-11-28T19:40:10.346-08:00Soul Sistahs ♥<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/SxHr1F7dPSI/AAAAAAAAAXI/NT4-kH353SY/s1600/ah!.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/SxHr1F7dPSI/AAAAAAAAAXI/NT4-kH353SY/s400/ah!.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5409363924805827874" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I absolutely adore this chick. We've been through thick & thin, but still best friends 'til the end. Ah. i can't wait until the big 18th birthday of mine- when me and my soul sistah get matching tatoos. Yay-ye-yay-ya! </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">By the way; the little munchkin boys in the background= my adorable nephews :D</span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-67720777372231603092009-10-17T20:20:00.000-07:002009-10-17T20:21:02.651-07:00read further.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">i. am. sick. of. this. mediocrity. </span></span></span></span>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-29235887930129541082009-09-03T16:14:00.000-07:002009-09-03T16:36:57.328-07:00well.<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;">Wow. i haven't been on here in ages. My apologies. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;">So, tons of things in my life have changed. I'm becoming closer to my friends, and i'm having BEST FRIENDS again. Joshuah and i aren't together anymore. It was hard to do, harder to go through, but i feel better now. I loved him. There's no denying that.. but, i think he was just too serious, too much to handle, right now in my life. I'm a freshman, and high school absolutely sucked in the beginning, but it's finally starting to look up :) </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;"> Okay, here's the D.L on my love life. Me + Josh = Break up. But towards the end of that, (let's call him Z.) Made me realize how much fun a relationship could be- not planning a future together every moment. And even though i started dating Z right after Josh, deep down, i knew it wasn't going to go anywhere. But.. it was fun. It changed things up in my life and made me remember the free feeling i used to have all the time. Now i'm not like, a whore or anything. Or a player. And i don't jump from guy to guy every week. Just throwing that out there. But i think that dating should be fun. I don't think you should date for the sole purpose of finding "the one." I think you should date to find yourself; your likes, your dislikes, try new things, etc.. That's what i say. So. Z and i didn't last very long, mainly because we just didn't know each other very much. At all. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;"> About a week after Z (i don't normally do this) my friend SPV, asked me out. This being the same guy that i had planned on dating last year before Josh ever came into the picture. I had the biggest crush on him, but.. i had been scared our friendship would be ruined if it didn't work out. So.. i never went for it. *fast forward through the josh stage* ANYWAYS> i said yes to SPV. And it's great. We're going to Homecoming together. We've been dating for almost a week, and i feel like I'm going slow in a relationship (which is how it should be) and really enjoying every moment of it. *** cue sigh of relief ***</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;"> Next. My friend, yelled at me after Josh and i broke it off. Some swearing language was involved, and it wasn't pretty. She claimed i always do this and that i should've contacted her during the summer more (she moved over the summer). All i can say is, a phone works 2 ways. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;"> My schedule's been full, my classes have been long, but I've never been happier. Constantly going helps me function better, i don't deal well with being home a lot. It slows me down. At this rate with French Club, Synergy (show choir), Marching Band, and staying after school going back through last year's Algebra 1 content, I'm booked. Thank goodness. </span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;">Anyways, i got to go dye my hair. Possibly. *** psst: hopefully! ***</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;">xoxo,</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;">Aliella-</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: times new roman;">♥</span><br /><br /></span>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-79274440430653116622009-07-30T12:11:00.001-07:002009-07-30T12:26:18.611-07:00Dreams- Nightmares.. etc.<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"> <span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">It's so weird, but yet, addicting beyond any addiction. </span></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >Okay. Maybe there was a tad bit of exaggeration included in that, but still. </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >So today i was messing around on<a href="http://www.facebook.com"><span style="font-style: italic;"> <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Facebook</span></span></a> when a friend of mine popped up on chat. Of course, i responded- and we started talking about how interesting and such dreams were. (Mine always seem to be pretty jacked up. Hence the previous post on "Hitler.") Then, he had told me how his girlfriend had been having some weird dreams, so he'd been searching around for things about analyzing dreams, when he brought up <a style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" href="http://www.dreammoods.com">www.dreammoods.com</a>. </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >Knowing my past love for always trying to figure out what all the crazy things that happen in my dream life mean, I got on the site and started typing in key words of things that had happened or appeared in my dream.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >(For instance, my last dream, i was & saw vampires, and for part of it i was held captive, and attacked. -weird, i know.) So i typed in Vampire, and later things about attacks and captive. </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >Every single thing i typed in that the website had an interpretation for, was crazy mind-boggling. All the interpretation's had an exact definition of things going on in my life, and how i was feeling- that were never exactly apparent to myself. I mean, i knew what struggles & stresses i had, and how i felt, but i never really knew the deeper meaning behind them.. </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >So, all in all, aside from my crazy new addiction and the discovery that my sub conscience is a genius. I highly recommend this site if you ever have <span style="font-weight: bold;">3 things at hand.</span></span><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:180%;" >1) a computer.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:180%;" >2) boredom. [or mild interest sparked from this blog]</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:180%;" > &</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:180%;" >3) an odd dream.</span><br /><br /></div><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >You may just discover some new things about yourself...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >go for it :)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >Always & forever,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 255);font-size:180%;" >Aliella...</span><br /></div><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-73425430625698456712009-07-25T11:24:00.000-07:002009-07-25T11:36:31.922-07:00...and a barrel of sighs.<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">One: i don't know why the title i chose, is, well, the title i chose.<br />Two: I'm sighing quite a lot right now.<br />Three: I'm not quite sure what to think about life right now.<br /><br />> Lately, I've had Marching Band Camp, which is totally exhausting, but so much fun! i loved it :) Also, my mother has a boyfriend. Weird, but true. And i met his 2 daughters the other day... and now, my dear sister is pregnant. Exciting ;]<br /><br />I've realized, these last two weeks, I've been focused on band camp, and going to it, then later coming home. For the last 2 weeks, I've been genuinely almost carefree. Now that it's over?<br />Reality is setting back in.<br />My honest-to-blog bestie since birth? We're now.. good friends.. & family. And sadly, i think her "best friend" is turning her atheist.<br />My best friend for 3 years, moved away. I have no idea how she expected me and our other best friend to survive high school without her. But we're trying. I'm worried sick about her, though.<br />My ex, best friend. I can barely ever talk to him anymore without upsetting someone.<br /><br />Obviously, i don't believe in just "one" best friend. Honestly, because I've never had one person that's always been there, that I've grown up with, that when we go to each other's houses, it's like going to our 2nd family's house. More in my life, i have someone who's my best friend, for every stage of my life.. sad, but true.<br /></span></span>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-70591640335841449212009-07-02T08:58:00.000-07:002009-07-02T09:10:04.109-07:00Future<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px; font-style: italic; ">Lately i've been thinking about what i want to be when i, well, grow up. I have so many things that i'd say i'm fairly okay at, but that i enjoy doing. Which in my opinion, a job is only a job the day you stop having fun with it. </span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">A person can only do so many things as a career, and soon, i'm going to have to decide what exactly i want to become, where exactly i want to go to college, what exactly i want to study, where i'm going to live, etc.. It's kind of exhausting trying to figure out all the details. But then again, i forget i always have to figure in what i want vs. what reality will actually throw at me.. So. I've been tossing around different ideal careers, trying to imagine me as one, contemplating on if i'm willing to dedicate my time during the day, doing exactly that career daily... Some i dwell on are:</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">- something in the medical field, more a doctor than nurse</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">- fashion designer</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">- writer</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">- make up artist</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">- something in music</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">etc... i don't know. I have diverse interests, and i don't know where the chips have fallen yet. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Golly Moses.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">Always,</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">Aliella</span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-77948997226843664132009-06-13T08:42:00.000-07:002009-06-13T08:45:57.819-07:00This past week...<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-size: 13px; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; ">Lots and lots of drama went down. Surprise kisses, psycho ex's, and creepy stalkers. Makes you curious to hear the story... eh?</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">good. lol</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">I'm not telling though. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">OH. and i got some interesting news that shocked me last night. But all is well.. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">hmmm........ I'm exhausted. Work, work, working= gigantic pay check $$$ that i love. ♥ ♥ ♥</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">AH- mum's calling to head to the bank.</span></span></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">x♥x,</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">always,</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">aliella </span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-80632693926556114262009-06-05T18:21:00.001-07:002009-06-05T18:29:56.605-07:00Summer job;;<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Here we go. ></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">Imagine:</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">A </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">little teensy weensy</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);"> yeller cabin. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">A </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">miniature</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">white</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"> pup. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Lots & lots of </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">ginormous</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"> suitcases. and what do you have?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">My current life.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">So.. my summer job's underway. I'm kind of depressed since, well, i work at a church camp, so all my friends are coming this weekend to attend camp. While i get to clean and serve them. Joy. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">My boyfriend shall be there. My best friend/cousin. My BFFF&E/ex-boyfriend. And a whole lot of other people shall be here too. This should get interesting. Especially since i'm not single this summer. It feels kind of weird, i won't lie.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"> </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">sigh.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Oh, yeah. I just cut & colored my hair. lol I, personally, think i look better... but we'll see.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">;]</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Well.. the parental 'tis calling. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">*dread*</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Any summer jobs?</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Always,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Aliella..</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">x♥x</span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-29177005160817923762009-06-02T19:43:00.000-07:002009-06-02T20:02:14.583-07:00Dreams..<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"> </span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">I'm not proud to say this, but say this, indeed, i will. The other night i had the most odd and disturbing dream about one of the world's most terrible leaders in the history of mankind. </span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">i had a dream about Adolph Hitler.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">In it i was a Nazi. Strange and unbearable and the whole time i was one, i had the feeling that i didn't want to be but was being forced. I was one among many and we were inside a huge fortress built somewhat like a maze- at every turn of the corner, a more superior officer was there and we had to do the proper Nazi Salute. Throughout the dream, i was constantly in a panic- running to and fro trying to find friends of a certain Jewish nature. I had the strongest feeling that terrible things were in store for them and i was trying to save them. Eventually i came directly in front of Hitler himself, saluting him and getting the most nauseous feeling I've ever felt before, as i did so. Finally, as my rushing and running came to an end, i was standing face-to-face with my Jewish friends. Three in total, all in the poorest condition, and on their knees with soldiers behind and to the sides of them. As i started to say something to them, i realized i couldn't speak. I was speechless. One of them was crying; sobbing uncontrollably, another- eyes glazed over staring into a black abyss. One just simply looked back at me. Still with a lump in my throat and a couple tears in my eyes, i started to turn away to get more help. Somewhere, anything or anybody i could find to help me save my friends. As i turned, instantly. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Shots rang in my ears.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">One by one my friends were shot and i was terrified. I had no idea what to do, where to go, what to say, how to feel. I was virtually blank. And then..</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">i </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">awoke.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">any comments?</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">always,</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">Aliella..</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">x♥x</span></span></span></span></div></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-72475698547624597222009-05-31T18:00:00.000-07:002009-05-31T18:05:51.363-07:00BATMAN ;]<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/SiMob2tRiNI/AAAAAAAAAXA/sU2loOkFwdw/s1600-h/batman.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/SiMob2tRiNI/AAAAAAAAAXA/sU2loOkFwdw/s400/batman.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5342158041998526674" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">i love it;;</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">muah</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">♥.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">A</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">w</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">a</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">y</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">s</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">,</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">A</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">e</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">ll</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">a</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102); font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-89612273715881763252009-05-30T09:24:00.000-07:002009-05-30T09:41:19.790-07:00Almost here..<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">S</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">o, last night, my lovely boyfriend was supposed to </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">come over and hang out. But... some things came up.</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">& that didn't happen. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">From that, though, something magnificent in every single way</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> happened. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">My friend Hamber spent the night </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">:) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">we had a blast!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">We grilled out with my family, had ice cream, hung out at the park, trying to hit a giant rock with pebbles</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> (she rocked, i sucked.) </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">And according to her.. i might've maybe, more tha</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">n likely, kicked her in the face a couple times during the night. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">*</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">I'm a violent sleeper.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">*</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">..........anyways.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">Today- should be fun, i mean, so far it has been... OH. After 2:45, on Monday.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> School is officially OUT. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">*</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">finally!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">*</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">and Freshman</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);"> year, here i come</span></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 51);">;]</span> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">look out.</span></span></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">anybody on summer break already?</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">A</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">w</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">a</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">y</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">s</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">A</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">i</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">e</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">l</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">a</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">☺♥☻</span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-66694220055736251482009-05-27T16:48:00.000-07:002009-05-27T16:56:32.704-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/Sh3RfHpCkEI/AAAAAAAAAW4/pVhF4thGOIQ/s1600-h/ab+shot.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/Sh3RfHpCkEI/AAAAAAAAAW4/pVhF4thGOIQ/s400/ab+shot.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340655065688608834" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Well, how about that.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Me and a few of my crazy friends :)</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">@ our 8th grade lock-in...</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">we attempted the High School Musical pose-</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">needless to say..........</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">we failed miserably. </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">F</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">o</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">r</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">e</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);">v</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">e</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">r</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">&</span></span></span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">A</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">w</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">a</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">y</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">s</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">,</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">A</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">e</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);">l</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">l</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">a</span></span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-65217117470044589992009-05-18T14:53:00.001-07:002009-05-18T14:56:36.395-07:00Ugh.So.. i'm pretty much stressed to the maxx.. <div><br /></div><div>Besides the fact that i have stupid Core 40 exams all this week, one of my close uncle's had a heart attack the other night and had to have surgery, and today my cousin/best friend was admitted to the ER and now is heading to the hospital where my uncle's at because she has 3 cysts on her ovaries. I'm, i don't know, frazzled. </div><div><br /></div><div>Not mentioning the fact that i've not been able to sleep well the last week. </div><div><br /></div><div>Prayers would be greatly appreciated for all of the above. </div><div><br /></div><div>always & forever <3</div><div><br /></div><div>aliella..</div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-60508015523659291962009-05-11T19:22:00.000-07:002009-05-11T19:25:21.160-07:00Poem, poem, poem...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new';">My boyfriend wrote this; he says it's his first poem..ever. But i don't believe him. Not one bit.</span></span><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">More than you know.</span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: 18px; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman'; font-size: 18px; font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'times new roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br />I love how i feel when i hold you tight, <br />How when my world gets dark, <br />you are always my light.<br /><br />I love how you kiss me, the fireworks i see.<br />How when you're around, <br />it's no longer "i", but "we"<br /><br />I love how every day, my love seems to grow.<br />I love these things more than you'll ever know.<br /><br />I love how you talk, and the way that you walk.<br />I love when your eyes wander over to me, <br />how when you're in the room, you're all that i see.<br /><br />I love how our love is not just a show, <br />I'd say that i love you, but you already know. </span></span></span></span></span><br /></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-2171012778187545802009-05-04T19:41:00.000-07:002009-05-04T19:44:53.619-07:00Hola lovelies ;)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">A short poem;</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Let me tell you i love you,</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">all through the years,</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let my show my affection,</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">kiss away all your tears</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me say that you're mine</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">always and forever</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me keep you as my own</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">part from me never</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me tell you my dreams</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">and tell me yours too</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me share my ambitions</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">all i aspire to do</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me keep you in mind</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">and you can keep me</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me never be selfish</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">there's no "i" but just "we"</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me always be your baby</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">and you can be my man</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">let me tell you that i'm crazy</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">cause for you, babe, i just am.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">always,</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">aliella</span></span></span></div><div>♥</div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-18864886836551936292009-04-29T19:49:00.000-07:002009-04-29T19:56:08.834-07:00Bullying; DAY 2<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Isn't it sad, when someone can't even tell a higher authority about the abuse he's been taking all year long?</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Yesterday, i suggested that he pay a trip to the guidance office. Whether they'd actually do anything or not. It couldn't hurt. Today, at the start of 4th, immediately the ridicule starts again. This time based on "why would he tell?" The "innocent ones" asked away. The poor soul getting yelled at and yelled at. (The teacher's in the hallway at this time.) When they let up, i ask him. Did he go? That's when he comes closer, looks around cautiously, and dips his head.<br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">"can you keep a secret?" He asks me. I nod my head, as he goes into how [our school's favorite saying] "snitches get stitches" scares him. He's afraid they'll get him if he tells.<br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">>wow. So, now.. what would you do?</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">yikes.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">always, </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">aliella</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">♥.</span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-20475890521006011762009-04-28T12:57:00.000-07:002009-04-28T13:06:38.255-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">What do you do, when you sit everyday in silence, witnessing a tragedy in the making. you watch one boy, getting laughed at, getting mocked, being egged on until he does things he never wanted to do in the first place.</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">who do you tell? teachers sit back and watch, some laugh along, some pretend they don't see, some pay no attention. they don't want to deal with it. out higher school powers play videos, give lectures, etc.. It doesn't work, and I'm pretty sure they know this. So why don't they try to do something more?<br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Why? Because the ones who bully, the ones who are the people to blame, are people like the captain of the softball team. Star football players, straight A, "example" students. Some people see this, and no justice is served, because when punishment is given, those star students can't play, they can't show what our school is made of. But why would they want to? <br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">Sometimes the places that are supposed to be our "safe" places. Our home away from home. The places filled with people that help us grow, learn, live, love, etc.. they really disgust me sometimes. From all this, things that happen when people let things go "unnoticed" are tragic. School shootings... suicides... and other violent acts come of this. </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">AND</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> the really amazing thing is how the people that let & cause these terrible things to happen are the ones who think hard, and just can't seem to realize why situations like this come about.<br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">So, what would you do?</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">[ welcome to middle school ]</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">joy.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">always, </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">aliella</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">♥.</span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-80619000309114427032009-04-26T18:16:00.000-07:002009-04-26T19:00:19.399-07:00Joshuah.. :) ♥<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">WELL. I've thought for awhile, about just what i was going to say, about a boy, who's on my mind, every minute of every day. </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">And, goodness, i can't even begin to type a word that says what i feel. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">From the butterflies that never stop, to</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> the kisses i wish would never end... he's p</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">erfect.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">(For ME, at least.) Excuse my small moment </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">of</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> selfishness. My apologies.</span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">He always makes me smile, </span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">and always makes me laugh. He.. well, he</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">...shucks. </span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">If you couldn't tell at the beginning of this post, i hope you c</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">an tell now. I keep attempting the start of a poem. But, he just means s</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">o much to me, that i can't even write a single freaking poem to express it al</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">l! sigh.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">grrr.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">Anyways, here </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:Georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">he is :] </span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/SfUPYeSPuII/AAAAAAAAAWw/eG7bO_C6yak/s400/.jpg" /><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">love him. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">OH. and here's something that says a little bit of what i wanted this post to say.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">(i got this off of photobucket)</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"> & when i first met you</span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">i never would have imagined</span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">that i would have such strong</span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">feelings for you, i never would </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">have thought that i would have</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">dreams about you or miss being</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">by your side or get butterflies in</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">my stomach when someone</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">mentions your name, when i first</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">met you i never would have </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">thought that i would love you... </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">"</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:48px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:18px;"><br /></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-51151326858086097642009-04-25T12:37:00.000-07:002009-04-25T12:53:20.522-07:00Perished thoughts<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">OH man, so, today, my mom decided that we were going to pay a visit to my grandpa's grave, which wasn't exactly my ideal trip.. but still.</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">As i sat in the car with my little sister- both of us watching as our mother stood at his stone. Standing silently, and frozen- as her hair blew in the wind, i thought to myself. His death wasn't a separation. It wasn't the end of a mere life. It was just the beginning. It was a wake up call to reality. It caused a bonding beyond belief to form. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">My family, because of his passing, had been brought together, closer then before.. Once again, my aunt's and uncles have shed tears together, they've shared countless memories together, they've been there for each other, and so much more. Our family, has become a </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">family,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"> once again, and for that.. i'm grateful. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Some people have never had what i have now... sad, but true.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">E.D.S; a father, a grandfather, a teacher, a friend, and so much more... we love you. R.I.P</span></span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-63439671947632709812009-04-16T14:32:00.001-07:002009-04-16T14:33:54.198-07:00SHOW CHOIR ;)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">I made it. </span></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">I actually freakin' made it. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">Truth be told, i didn't think i would. and i DID. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">I'm so totally stoked right now, and i have to admit, i have screamed once or twice since i found out. ;)</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">Anyways, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">i have family bonding time, so, i'll blog soon.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">fo shizznik.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">Always,</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">Aliella</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">♥</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">p.s. YAY!</span></span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-50709382578679848732009-04-12T14:14:00.001-07:002009-04-12T14:17:29.741-07:00-<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I haven't blogged in ages! </span></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">My deepest apologies. lol</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">The thing is, i've had sooo much to type about, but when i start to blog, nothing comes out. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Hmm.........</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Things have been super busy, Show Choir try-outs have gone great. We need more guys, otherwise no girls (like me) are going to get in. Sadly. BUT. I do have call backs tomorrow.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">So, hopefully i blow them away and they make an exception.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Keep your fingers crossed.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">ALSO.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I was going to put some pictures from spring break (and my madre's party) on here, but they're too dark.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Shucks.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Anywho.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">I gotta blast.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">grr.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Always & forever,</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">Aliella...</span></span></span></span></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-87812234587379775842009-04-02T18:21:00.001-07:002009-04-02T18:40:54.872-07:00Raindrops on roses...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:verdana;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">Rain.</span></span></span></span></span><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;font-size:24px;"><br /></span><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">First thing</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> i love about the rain, is the feeling of it, when it just covers you in drops..</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Second thing</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">, the smell after. If i could ever somehow, capture the smell after the rain- it would be amazing!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:'courier new';font-size:18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Third thing</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">, just the look of pouring rain. Completely, and utterly, breathtaking. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">>Is it strange, that I've always wanted to have this kind of power, to just.. slow time- when it rains? Or be able to walk between raindrops.. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Or be able to just see a single raindrop. The way it sparkles, the way it shines, it's true form.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">That would be absolutely positively phenomenal.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">always,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">-Aliella..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">♥.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_OdOqTznK9fo/SdVosAnFkhI/AAAAAAAAAWo/7VMuzQDm36I/s400/rain.JPG" /></span></span></span></div></div></div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7759980861336015282.post-53071643812318338692009-03-28T09:13:00.000-07:002009-03-28T09:19:39.898-07:00Spring Break<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">So, my last full day here is going to be mainly set in lovely Chicago. Shopping, shopping, shopping ;]</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">super fun. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">lol</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">I've already accumulated many gorgeous garments & i'm proud. Indeed.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Anyways, so not much has happened these last few days, but last night we celebrated my mom's birthday.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">What we did was surprised her with my sister (and her husband's) arrival, and then we drove downtown to go to the Cheesecake Factory. Where we had to wait over an hour for a table. Grr.. but the food was delicious, and we had soo much fun. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">i'll upload pictures later =]</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">always,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Aliella </span></span></div><div>♥</div>.:aliella♥:.http://www.blogger.com/profile/16080407386698803300noreply@blogger.com4