Thursday, July 2, 2009
Lately i've been thinking about what i want to be when i, well, grow up. I have so many things that i'd say i'm fairly okay at, but that i enjoy doing. Which in my opinion, a job is only a job the day you stop having fun with it.
A person can only do so many things as a career, and soon, i'm going to have to decide what exactly i want to become, where exactly i want to go to college, what exactly i want to study, where i'm going to live, etc.. It's kind of exhausting trying to figure out all the details. But then again, i forget i always have to figure in what i want vs. what reality will actually throw at me.. So. I've been tossing around different ideal careers, trying to imagine me as one, contemplating on if i'm willing to dedicate my time during the day, doing exactly that career daily... Some i dwell on are:
- something in the medical field, more a doctor than nurse
- fashion designer
- writer
- make up artist
- something in music
etc... i don't know. I have diverse interests, and i don't know where the chips have fallen yet.
Golly Moses.
Always,
Aliella
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Lots and lots of drama went down. Surprise kisses, psycho ex's, and creepy stalkers. Makes you curious to hear the story... eh?
good. lol
I'm not telling though.
OH. and i got some interesting news that shocked me last night. But all is well..
hmmm........ I'm exhausted. Work, work, working= gigantic pay check $$$ that i love. ♥ ♥ ♥
AH- mum's calling to head to the bank.
x♥x,
always,
aliella
Friday, June 5, 2009
Here we go. >
Imagine: A little teensy weensy yeller cabin. A miniature white pup. Lots & lots of ginormous suitcases. and what do you have?
My current life.
So.. my summer job's underway. I'm kind of depressed since, well, i work at a church camp, so all my friends are coming this weekend to attend camp. While i get to clean and serve them. Joy.
My boyfriend shall be there. My best friend/cousin. My BFFF&E/ex-boyfriend. And a whole lot of other people shall be here too. This should get interesting. Especially since i'm not single this summer. It feels kind of weird, i won't lie.
sigh.
Oh, yeah. I just cut & colored my hair. lol I, personally, think i look better... but we'll see.
;]
Well.. the parental 'tis calling.
*dread*
Any summer jobs?
Always,
Aliella..
x♥x
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I'm not proud to say this, but say this, indeed, i will. The other night i had the most odd and disturbing dream about one of the world's most terrible leaders in the history of mankind.
i had a dream about Adolph Hitler.
In it i was a Nazi. Strange and unbearable and the whole time i was one, i had the feeling that i didn't want to be but was being forced. I was one among many and we were inside a huge fortress built somewhat like a maze- at every turn of the corner, a more superior officer was there and we had to do the proper Nazi Salute. Throughout the dream, i was constantly in a panic- running to and fro trying to find friends of a certain Jewish nature. I had the strongest feeling that terrible things were in store for them and i was trying to save them. Eventually i came directly in front of Hitler himself, saluting him and getting the most nauseous feeling I've ever felt before, as i did so. Finally, as my rushing and running came to an end, i was standing face-to-face with my Jewish friends. Three in total, all in the poorest condition, and on their knees with soldiers behind and to the sides of them. As i started to say something to them, i realized i couldn't speak. I was speechless. One of them was crying; sobbing uncontrollably, another- eyes glazed over staring into a black abyss. One just simply looked back at me. Still with a lump in my throat and a couple tears in my eyes, i started to turn away to get more help. Somewhere, anything or anybody i could find to help me save my friends. As i turned, instantly.
Shots rang in my ears.
One by one my friends were shot and i was terrified. I had no idea what to do, where to go, what to say, how to feel. I was virtually blank. And then..
i awoke.
any comments?
always,
Aliella..
x♥x
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
So, last night, my lovely boyfriend was supposed to come over and hang out. But... some things came up.
& that didn't happen.
From that, though, something magnificent in every single way happened.
My friend Hamber spent the night :) we had a blast!
We grilled out with my family, had ice cream, hung out at the park, trying to hit a giant rock with pebbles (she rocked, i sucked.)
And according to her.. i might've maybe, more than likely, kicked her in the face a couple times during the night.
*I'm a violent sleeper.*
..........anyways.
Today- should be fun, i mean, so far it has been... OH. After 2:45, on Monday. School is officially OUT. *finally!* and Freshman year, here i come ;] look out.
anybody on summer break already?
Always,
Aliella ☺♥☻
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Well, how about that.
Me and a few of my crazy friends :)
@ our 8th grade lock-in...
we attempted the High School Musical pose-
needless to say..........
we failed miserably.
Forever & Always,
Aliella
;;
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