Saturday, March 7, 2009
I have to say, i am terribly sorry for such a long time span, since my last post.
I didn't have a working computer. My apologies.
the last couple weeks have been depressing in some ways, and up lifting in others.
A newer friend has been slowly becoming a very close, dear friend to me. We are constantly talking, whether it be through texting, calling, or the frequent Facebook messages. Thing is.. well, my best friend- doesn't exactly find this thrilling.
And i'm guessing, he'd rather that be him, instead of my friend. I think they're both amazing people.. and i love them dearly because they are such great friends.
it's just...well, my best friend.. let's call him- Ryland & Fred. lol
Ryland and i are going through a "down" in our friendship. *like ups and downs- * Lately we've fought more than we ever have, we definitely haven't talked as much as we used to, and things just don't seem the same anymore.
It's quite depressing.
But, he's not exactly keen on Fredreich. If you know what i mean.. (which it's kind of obvious.)
anyways, so guys are frustrating.
TOTALLY OFF SUBJECT. but i wish guys would just come out and say what they feel sometimes.
you know, if they like someone, if they don't. If they're mad, if they aren't. What they want.
sorry. frustration took over my blog.