Saturday, March 7, 2009

Dearest Readers...

I have to say, i am terribly sorry for such a long time span, since my last post.

I didn't have a working computer. My apologies.
anyways..

the last couple weeks have been depressing in some ways, and up lifting in others.

So.
A newer friend has been slowly becoming a very close, dear friend to me. We are constantly talking, whether it be through texting, calling, or the frequent Facebook messages. Thing is.. well, my best friend- doesn't exactly find this thrilling.
And i'm guessing, he'd rather that be him, instead of my friend. I think they're both amazing people.. and i love them dearly because they are such great friends.
it's just...well, my best friend.. let's call him- Ryland & Fred. lol
Ryland and i are going through a "down" in our friendship. *like ups and downs- * Lately we've fought more than we ever have, we definitely haven't talked as much as we used to, and things just don't seem the same anymore.
It's quite depressing.
But, he's not exactly keen on Fredreich. If you know what i mean.. (which it's kind of obvious.)
anyways, so guys are frustrating.
TOTALLY OFF SUBJECT. but i wish guys would just come out and say what they feel sometimes.
you know, if they like someone, if they don't. If they're mad, if they aren't. What they want.
Grr.

Always,
-Aliella..

p.s.
sorry. frustration took over my blog.

6 comments:

SimplyShy01 said...

I was in something somewhat like your situation. But everything worked out in the end and I hope that happens to you, too.

Thanks for posting!

Have a nice day :)!

Bleutrumpet said...

Babe, guys are a pain no matter what.

.:aliella♥:. said...

TOTALLY.
and thanks so much for commenting! :)
even though it was wayyy random, and didn't make too much sense.
my apologies.
(aliella)

the neon ninja said...

omigosh i agree!! it's so annoying when you don't know why they're over-reacting to something so simple and small. they really should say what they feel. that would help us all. A LOT.

.:aliella♥:. said...

I know! They say girls are complicated, in my opinion, we're easy compared to them.

Anonymous said...

It's simple. Boys, like girls, are jealous. You are quite fixated on Fred right now (new flavor of the month) and Ryland is jealous. He may also be afraid that he is being replaced or that you are bored of him or maybe he just doesn't like Fred. Maybe, as your friend, he sees something in Fred that isn't good for you. Sometimes when you hurt people, they withdraw. It's normal.

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